Have mercy on me, O God,
according
to your unfailing love;
according to your great compassion
blot
out my transgressions.
Wash away all my iniquity
And
cleanse me from sin.
For I know my transgressions,
and
my sin is always before me,
Against you, you only, have I sinned
and
done what is evil in your sight,
so that you are proved right when you speak
and
justified when you judge.
In Psalm 51, after a
series of David’s biggest failures (apathy, adultery, murder, indifference), we
get a picture of true repentance.
Here are a few quick observations from this passage.
1.
David
acknowledges his sin. It is
“always before him”. True
repentance begins when we recognize our transgressions and our failures. For months, David had ignored
them. It wasn’t until Nathan
confronted him, that he owned up to all he had done.
2.
David
understands the result. There were
all kinds of consequences to David’s actions. The biggest, as he confesses here, is a broken relationship
with God. Eugene Peterson
translates David’s words as
“You’re the One I’ve violated, and you’ve seen it all, seen the full extent
of my evil”. David’s sin separated
him from God.
3.
David relies
on God. There is nowhere else to
turn. David is unable to take away
his guilt, to wipe away his sin, or to forgive himself. He is completely insufficient. He relies on God’s love and compassion
to do for him what he cannot do for himself.
Here
come the hard questions.
1.
Are you regularly acknowledging your sin before
God? Every Sunday during the worship service at my church, there
are about 60 seconds set aside for “confession” of sin. I LOVE that this is a part of our
worship. But if I’m only
confessing for 60 seconds every Sunday, I’m only scratching the surface of the
extent of my sin. Repentance
requires recognition of the sin in your life. It’s more that just saying “I’m sorry.” It’s taking the time to think
critically about what’s going on in your heart that’s not pleasing to God.
2.
Do
you understand the consequences of your sin? Too often, the visible consequences of my sin are the
ones that are most important to me.
The reality is that God sees the depth of the depravity of my
heart. To Him, there is no secret
sin.
3.
Are you relying on God for forgiveness? My natural desire is to fix things myself. Ultimately, there is only One who can fix us. There is only One who can get us out of
the mess that we’ve got ourselves into.
There is only One who can “create in me a pure heart” (Psalm 51:10) and
lead me in a new direction.
That
One is Jesus. The passages in Mark
this week show Jesus moving towards and dying on the cross. The cross is where my iniquity has been
washed away. It’s where my sin has
been cleansed. The cross
demonstrates God’s mercy and love.
I
encourage you to spend some time throughout this week (and the weeks to come)
truly repenting of your sin, like David.
And PRAISE GOD that our penalty has been paid through Jesus’ death on
the cross.
-ej