Have Mercy On Me, O God

Have mercy on me, O God,

            according to your unfailing love;

according to your great compassion

                blot out my transgressions.

Wash away all my iniquity

            And cleanse me from sin.

For I know my transgressions,

            and my sin is always before me,

Against you, you only, have I sinned

              and done  what is evil in your sight,

so that you are proved right when you speak

             and justified when you judge.

In Psalm 51, after a series of David’s biggest failures (apathy, adultery, murder, indifference), we get a picture of true repentance.  Here are a few quick observations from this passage.

1.    David acknowledges his sin.  It is “always before him”.  True repentance begins when we recognize our transgressions and our failures.  For months, David had ignored them.  It wasn’t until Nathan confronted him, that he owned up to all he had done.

2.   David understands the result.  There were all kinds of consequences to David’s actions.  The biggest, as he confesses here, is a broken relationship with God.  Eugene Peterson translates David’s words as  “You’re the One I’ve violated, and you’ve seen it all, seen the full extent of my evil”.  David’s sin separated him from God.

3.   David relies on God.  There is nowhere else to turn.  David is unable to take away his guilt, to wipe away his sin, or to forgive himself.  He is completely insufficient.  He relies on God’s love and compassion to do for him what he cannot do for himself.

Here come the hard questions.

1.    Are you regularly acknowledging your sin before God?  Every Sunday during the worship service at my church, there are about 60 seconds set aside for “confession” of sin.  I LOVE that this is a part of our worship.  But if I’m only confessing for 60 seconds every Sunday, I’m only scratching the surface of the extent of my sin.  Repentance requires recognition of the sin in your life.  It’s more that just saying “I’m sorry.”  It’s taking the time to think critically about what’s going on in your heart that’s not pleasing to God.

2.    Do you understand the consequences of your sin?  Too often, the visible consequences of my sin are the ones that are most important to me.  The reality is that God sees the depth of the depravity of my heart.  To Him, there is no secret sin. 

3.   Are you relying on God for forgiveness?  My natural desire is to fix things myself.  Ultimately, there is only One who can fix us.  There is only One who can get us out of the mess that we’ve got ourselves into.  There is only One who can “create in me a pure heart” (Psalm 51:10) and lead me in a new direction. 

That One is Jesus.  The passages in Mark this week show Jesus moving towards and dying on the cross.  The cross is where my iniquity has been washed away.  It’s where my sin has been cleansed.  The cross demonstrates God’s mercy and love.

I encourage you to spend some time throughout this week (and the weeks to come) truly repenting of your sin, like David.  And PRAISE GOD that our penalty has been paid through Jesus’ death on the cross.  

-ej